Thursday, January 31, 2008
i have not been updating for a long time again, not that i am lazy, was just tied up with my last and most important project
now that i am done with this project, i thought i could relax and rejoice over my success, but that was not to be.
apparently my project has offended too many 'friends' of mine in my class. now i don't even know whether to term them friends anymore, hence the ' ' signs. i don't think i have any more friends left, other than my team mates of course. i would say that we did a fantastic job, too good ,maybe. and since this project meant alot and cost us alot as well, that might be the reason those 'friends' are furious with me.
well, i am still grateful for the friends i still have now. thanks tk for being there and telling me it doesn't matter. i am lucky that you are not one superficial friend, and to all those who are still my friends.
all right, i shall not harp on it anymore or i will seem like a nag :x there are more matters to deal with when baby gets back as well. seems like someone is being a very big mouth here. i have never thought that you would be like this. it's really a shame, and totally degrading of yourself
and this last part to sweetie, be strong girl and move on with your life. don't let your grandpa's departure affect you too much. cry and move on. take care and loves. i will see you this weekend :)
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Anyone who is interested to tell me the meaning of this doodling? Not that i can't guess it myself. but this is very well, what's the word for it? mocking? scornful? disdainful? this subject is making me tired already, what the hell is wrong with doing the best for this last project. OR is it only when i am sitting there like an idiot, doing nothing and getting demeaning grades that i am your friend? IF that is so, i am so sorry, i need no such friends, not even one. thank you if you have tried to be one for the past ten months
i just want to say that if you want to pit yourself against me, for this kind of childish reason, go ahead. i am not afraid of you and neither would i lose to you, NEVER. at most i will just lose a bunch of friends, well for what? over a 40% effective writing project. that goes to show how much our friendship is worth huh? just 40 effing marks?
all those stares and attitudes, do i really deserve that anyway? if you think i do, you are probably not my friend and i probably was never your true friend anyway. just dump me in the rubbish bin, the garbage truck, the gutter the recycle bin and just get me exported out of the country. likewise, i will kindly do the same to you as well my dear 'friend'. i love you so very much
if you think i am childish, no i am not. not the least comparable to my oh-so-lovely friends. i will fight back for my own cause, at any price, cause you started it first. or maybe i am just too sensitive. you here does not mean anyone, it means everyone who thought so of me.
i don't think i have anymore friends at the second when you guys passed by and literally stared at me not mouthing even a bye, i almost cried at that moment. but hell, i held myself back and asked, what for? who was i crying for? you or myself? god would most probably say i wanted to cry for my friend.
lastly i must still thank juan ru for sending me past year papers
maybe bee's chocolate and egg prata will make me feel alot better, maybe in should eat some ice cream too. and i ain't so sure about school tomorrow.
17:43
Sunday, January 20, 2008
it stinks.
fyi, miss samantha is utterly and totally bushed, dead beat, exhausted, drain of all signs of lifen and hanging on to the edge of the living. okay, maybe i am exaggerating :s but, i am so tied up with stuffs!
work almost killed me already, plus the hell bus ride definitely didn't made it better. my feets were already numb from standing the entire day and the day before and the bus was quite crowded when i board it. a couple of seats were left vacant when some passengers alighted. i had a tinge of hope, hoped that i could get a seat. but hell no, guys, i repeat GUYS had to fight with me for a seat. how gentlemanly. i mean it's fine that no guys are pleasant enough in this era to sacrifice their seats for the ladies already, but they even had to fight for seats with the fairer sex. shame on you, guys. no wonder the ladies these days need no guys and find it better being a career woman. tsk tsk, disappointing ain't it? really piss my ass off. prior to that i almost shouted at a woman who kept pushing me, bloody hell. she must thank god that i managed to control myself still and didn't raise my voice. i only said 'stop pushing'. cause i definitely wouldn't be embarrassed, she would be, i would make sure of that.
even before this the security at OG albert, the hole where i was stuck at these two days made me further pissed off. wished i could
@!*%%$@ him. screw, don't mention about it already cause it involves alot of hurling of vuglarities : i MUST be more demure and act like a lady, yeah, maybe some fifty years later.
anyway, i am really drained and there are lots of projects to be done tomorrow :x three project slots tomorrow
10.00 a.m : MACROECONOMICS
2.00-4.00 p.m : (break time) EXCEL
after 6.00 p.m : BUSINESS COMMUNICATIONS
sighhs. got to pull myself up early in the morning : when can i rest my ass? maybe shall not do business communications after lecture already, shall see how. but, im afraid we will be against time, grr.
anyway, i am here to declare that WEDNESDAY is 'PROJECT-FREE DAY' i am going out with my dar'ling and there are no projects scheduled for that day as well and there will not be anyway. who dares to do project on that day, will be dumped into the sea i tell you
byebye and good night. off to SLEEPPPPPPPP.
22:50
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hi guys, today i am here with an important mission :)
zhan wei came up with a juicy topic during our dinner on sunday!
the big question is: WHY is zhan wei
SINGLE?! hahahas
so, i am here to
market zhan wei in the hope of finding him a girlf. heheee. anyways, he said that this is a matter of his lifelong happiness so i must be very very serious lols. i will be solemn while doing this, i promise hahahaahas. but i can't help it la, it's super funny :
alrights, maybe unknown to you, you and you out there, he is a very pleasant guy, really! maybe at times full of nonsense and all, but at the end it all sums up to be really intellectual stuffs. like this topic now. lols. hmmms, lets promote the better side of him first shall we?
personal profile:
- male, age 24 years
currently in NYP, school of engineering
monsterous height, okay around 190cm :)
he has a bouncer, bodyguard looking figure, lols! (provides a sense of security), i suppose
potentially rich (since he has no girlf to spend on)
hit-factors:
- pleasant character (most of the times)
- controversial person! he has lots to talk about la :)
- quite well-to-do (he doesn't mind spending all his money on his girlf, how lucky)
- potential Uni student lols. (i seriously don't know how this has got to do with the hit factors. but i suppose it will provide a better future :D)
- he has patience, which is a good virtue of course
- he doesn't frown, at least haven't seen him done so
- he is good-natured and not the least bad-tempered (even though i do bully him at times, hahas)
- just a very simple person, which is good i guess
turn-off factors:
- he claims that he is fat, lols. (not so i my opinion la, i mean just those bouncer size?)
- he does look a lil weird, maybe? i don't know haahas
okay nothing much already
SO, if you are SINGLE and AVAILABLE and are looking for a boyf, like the one i have stated above, please dial : 936648_,_ (hehe)
psst, he might kill me if i really post his number here
anyways, just tag my board if you are interested :) or an alternative is to mail me at : salty_lurvehoney@hotmail.com if you want this matter to be kept private and confidential. i promise i will be discreet about it as well :)
okay, by now people must be thinking that i am a lil screwed up in the mind already, but i am not la! was just being a 'goooood friend' to promote my lunch/dinner buddy heheh. (so that i will have no excuses to 'ka' him behind his back about his non-existant girlf again) lols.
and if you are wondering what is 'ka', it is something like crap about, make fun of him blah blah blah and you get the idea
please do support! it is for a good cause (he must be preparing all his choppers after reading this post of mine :s)
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oh and did i mention? my top came in this morning! YAYYYY. and i so ♥ it :) a real beauty lols. somehow it just seemed prettier in real life than in picture, i guess pictures are just deceiving to the eyes at times. and more so for clothes! cause you never know if they will fit you in terms of fitting or looks until you have tried it on and this is the real danger of online shopping!
14:08
Friday, January 11, 2008
today has been good to me :)
shopping was fine and i broke my vow haaahhahas. lols. i said i wouldn't buy any more clothes and i did la!! it was by fate that i did :s cause we walked around the whole of bugis village and could not find the pants which i wanted. anyway i got the bag i wanted at charles and keith before that :) hehe. and so since i couldn't find the pants i wanted, i saw a top i like which lured me into a shop and ta-da i came out with two tops lols. but dar'ling got me one of them, so it was alrights i guess :) after i got my tops i saw the pants i wanted la! omgd. so i went out of budget by around 60-70 bucks since i got myself a new eyeliner as well :
got to stop myself from shopping now already! tomorrow i am going to earn back my money :)
my clothes will be arriving at my doorsteps on monday and tuesday hopefully!
and the next few days are gonna be packed with work and ICAS following projects! so i will be seeing less of you guys :) byebye!
21:23
Thursday, January 10, 2008
i am a very happy girl today :) cause tomorrow's day off from school! not only will i be able to sleep in till the sun shines high, i will also be going shopping with my dar'ling! cheerios :)
however, i have made a seldom vow to myself that i will only buy the bag i wanted and a pair of jeans tomorrow! nothing else : hahahas. i even made dar'ling ensure that i only get those two stuffs and not anymore tops lols. i have already bought so many and i don't intend to get anymore till my next pay comes in. hhee. then i will get another top and one more pants or so i think. or mayybe a dress? hmmm, we shall see. i can't spend anymore cause i got to wait for a week more till my next pay gets credited into the bank! and it's only a miserable sum :s
well, better than nothing i suppose :)
anyways, i will be working this weekend at tangs again! after so long i am back to work :( no fear no worries! i can manage right? i certainly hope so cause the money will definitely come in handy! coupled with chinese new year so in feb and combined with my lil pay, i will be better off then. and i had better save up then already! i promise, promise :)
okay i am going to watch my favourite teevee programme already! adios!
spread the love around! :)
20:54
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
i am awfully bored. baby has yet to come home and his daddya is surfing through channels again and that makes me feel worse. never could understand how one can watch so many channels all at once. : i was having peace and being friends with the teevee for the past few weeks when he went to work. now it's byebye teevee and hello boredom :( not very nice, is it?
the schedule for exams are out already and girl immediately asked me when are we starting hahahas. no worries i will get the schedule out soon alrights! i really need the organiser from ah ru soon!my phone is bursting from all the appointments i keep! lols. all jam-packed together :x oh dear oh dear!
was supposed to do something to my hair with girl the next friday at the hairdressers but dittos if we have the money to do so! i am still so addicted to online shopping and i succumbed to the deed again just this afternoon! hell no i think i should lock myself away from the computer. though i most certainly will not go broke this way, just a whole lot poorer hahaas. okayy girl if you want to go shopping as well as do our hair then is wednesday the 23rd fine with you? my classes end at 1pm on that day, i don't know about yours ahaahs. and actually i could go shopping on the 18th too, just wondering if you could? hahas :) quick, quick tell me soon! anyways, are you still working? cause i am and i am afraid i have no time to study much! sobs. (hahahas. seems like this whole paragraph is meant for you)
this is the top is purchased and received a few days back, super nice right! :)
(maybe not so selling in a picture, but definitely a beauty in real-life!)
and this is what caught my eyes this afternoon hahahas.
Superr duper nice isn't it? mayybe a lil unique as well. and it seems like i am a lil into mandarin collars nowadays! lols. but, please don't copy me and get a same piece cause i don't wanna look like a replica of someone hahahas. otherwise if we are pretty close, hinthint you know who and my girls also, i don't really mind la hahaas.
20:09
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
TOO much has been going on around school recently.. projects, ICAS, presentations yada yada yada. all this has been getting on my nerves! maybe i will go crazy soon :x
tomorrow's gonna be marketing presentation and we have got to do well already; didn't score too well for my last marketing individual cause i insisted on doing it my way. well, can't help it! it was just not rational for me to separate the depth of the analysis and the analysis itself. grrr.
anyway, the exam timetable will be posted online tomorrow as well. it's in just less than a month and here i am head over heels into a mess? lols. hope this term will turn out much better and i can't wait for the term vacation.. where i will most prolly work my ass out, sounds great? well, actually when you think of the money you are getting; ka-ching! it's not too bad afterall. with customers to 'entertain you', lunching/dining alone in town, with a whole lot of people leaving you with no space for any decent dinner and even god doesn't seem to like you; raining when you try to sit in the open space. just how great! lalaaas. but i am determined to work the entire march i guess and i will be richhhhh! for a while hahahas cause money just flows like water from a running tap :x oops. the family's not doing well recently and i have been told not to spend excessively, but can i? with the new year coming up and so many things to do and buy. sighhs.
maybe i will just wake up one day to find myself sleeping on a gigantic pile of pounds. just mayybe maybe, in my dreams. i hate being the average person :s
well, at least there's no school on this friday due to open house :) that makes it one happy day to look forward to i guess. after which the weekends will be back to work and then ICAS and projects submission following the next :( and we are a whole lotta closer to the finals! one good thing about that? we are closer to the holidays as well! on friday friday we are going out! to get that bag i saw at bugis :) was searching everywhere for it but they don't seem to carry it at any of the charles and keith branches other than the bugis one. so friday we are going to shop for baby's clothes since i got mine out with janice and shannon already and i spent a bomb on those :x and i still have my online-purchased clothes which i just received this morning :)
okay, GOGOGOGOGOGOGO girl! buck up for this term alrightyy!
meanwhile, some form of relaxation for you girls :)
visit:
http://paradise-shopper.blogspot.com/ {this is my sister's blog and she specialises in online sprees and pre-orders; plus you get discounts too! that's your reward for knowing me, YAYYYY! lols. }
http://trendyfashion-house.blogspot.com/ {this is a friend of mine and she specialises in pre-orders; having 2000 over pieces of clothes for you to choose from! it's like a dream coming true :) plus you get discounts too! cheeerios!
http://flickr.com/photos/trendyfashionhouse/ {this is her photo album of clothes while the top address is her main blog; enjoy folks!}
http://dresssy.livejournal.com/ {they sell very pretty clothes here and at a fairly low price as well! the not-so-good thing? i don't know her so there is no discount! but i just bought a top from her and it is really pretty! what's more they have such a thing like 'deal of the day' where she features different clothes each day, at half the price!}
P.S. i don't earn any commission for writing all this if you are curious lols.
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