Monday, December 31, 2007
it's been a year, a year, a year!
another year is just lurking round the corner! :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE MY DEARS!yayy, can't wait to go shopping lalalalala! too bad tonight we won't be going for any countdowns! would be catching a late night movie at amk cathay though :) sounds boring doesn't it? yawwwwwns. but, that's what my baby planned and suggested. lols. got to go with it yea baby! it's kenny that is doing the evils!! he asked us to go over his house for food and countdown! and we had to forgo town! but not to worry, i will catch you in 6 days time with janice jie! so excited about my shopping alreadyy! i am starting to rot already and those boys are still having a go at their hair! WALALALALALa. lols. simply mad.
toodles and hello online shopping! (they have got really good deals for the new year! enjoy while there's some!)
17:37
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! bros lying on my nicely made bed again :X (god i am going to go off again)
but baby dear said i musn't be pissed cause bros gave up the room to us. but, hell. how many times must i make the bed in a dayyyy!!!! two pairs of hands just do not suffice.
can't just anyone learn to make the bloody bed?
17:37
Monday, December 24, 2007
i simply didnt realise i had been away from blogging for sucha long time till girl told me today! haha. so here i am back and with a hot topic to discuss about! [DO READ ON!]
love or bread? {ai qing hai shi mian bao?}
this was the hot topic during dinner today at work with zhan wei. i don't know what led us to this topic hahahhas. we always end up talking about nonsensical stuffs lols. but on the other hand i think they are quite interesting and really can be food for thought. but i still think i shouldn't that all this seriously since i am still young. i mean let's just let nature work its course instead of manipulating it to happen. well we were discussing two situations.
situation 1: a very rich guy who has enough to let me lead a very very comfortable and enriching life for the rest of my days, and most importantly he loves me very much huh. the bad part he is ugly hahahahahas. {i might not be in love with him, just his money} but zhan wei says i must be in love with him, to be fair. lols.
situation 2: an average guy, not too poor but definitely not rich, loves me very much as well. the only stitch? i would have to slog my heart out working for the next 10 years or so of my life before i can start enjoying,a LITTLE. the best thing of this bloke? he is good-looking! a perfect arm accessory :) i am definitely in love with him.
which would i choose?
and i was like. hmmmm. well, for me i would not go for a very rich guy and whose looks are not up to my standard of course. i mean look at my history of past dates. all blokes and most are look-able. i just don't seem to have a thing for rich arses. i wonder why too?
but on the other hand, a guy whom i love alot but is not rich enough to allow me to lead a good life.
imagine myself 5 years later. where would i be? sitting at home relaxing, doing spas every now and then, shopping and enjoying high tea with my socialites.
OR
at home looking after the baby doing the household chores, running errands to earn more to contribute to the bread.
all at the tender age of 22? which would i choose. of course the idea of situation 1 seems WOW.
there is high possibility that situation 2 might end up in a divorce as well. we may just quarrel over money cause there just isn't enough to spend on the baby and on us as well. no more pretty clothes or make up or good food? slogging like what i am doing now, working more than 10 hours a day? not my ideal life of course. i know i can be quite ambitious and i am definitely not satisfied being poor. i mean whenever i pass by those mansions, landed property i would always promise myself that one day, one day i vow that i will be one of those rich fucks staying in those pretty houses. i will not stay poor all my entire life. with ambitions like this, will i stay happily ever after with guy 2? who knows? life is just such that it is unpredictable. i can't say for sure what will happen.
but my choice for now is still guy 2 la. love and not bread. hahahas. but thinkingof it, can love fill one like bread? {ai qng ke yi dang mian bao lai chi ma?} this is certainly food for thought. especially when you are poor, down and out. is love enough?
of course the idea of having both love and bread is wonderful! who doesn't yearn to be in this situation. but not every one gets their wish. hahahahas.
anyway zhan wei was saying i would surely choose guy 2. i was like hahhahas ya cause my baby is that guy 2. so if i chose otherwise, wouldn't that mean danger! lols. maybe when i grow older and my thinking gets more matured, i would change my mindset. that's what my older friends always tell me. that my thinking will change when i get older. that i would go for guy 1. perhaps so.
but for now, love will be a substitute for bread :)
01:14
Sunday, December 9, 2007
I HAD A VERY VERY VERY WONDEFUL BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!it wouldn't have happened without all of you guys who made it special :)
SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE SWEET FRIENDS OF MINE WHO CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME AT THE ZOO ON THE 8TH OF DECEMBER! (by order of name okay xD)
1. CHEL CHEL!
2. DING DING!
3. JUAN RU!
4. LYON TAN PING WEN!
5. SHER!
YOU GUYS MADE MY BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE AND I WANT TO SAY THAT I REALLY APPRECIATE IT! I LOVE THE POLAR BEAR YOU GUYS BOUGHT FOR ME :) THANK YOU! AND A GREAT BIG HUG TO YOU GUYS! (many thanks to sher's generous father as well!) i can't wait to get my hands on all our photos taken there cause they are just so special! PLUS it was my first time conquering the entire zoo and boy am i glad that it was with you crazy and funny guys!
SWEETEST THANKS x 100000000000000 TO MY DEAREST BABY AS WELL :) i wish to take upon this occasion to express my love for you too.. i know how you feel about me although you never do show your deepest feelings for me until the most crucial moments.. this had me wondering about how much i really meant to you at times.. but deep down i know you care more for me than anyone else in the world.. you seldom do express your love for me, but i know, true love needs no talking.. everything is said in your eyes.. and i know you care and love me dearly.. i ♥ you my baby :) thanks for all your loves showered on me this past one year!!!
loving you till the end,
your dear
p.s. i love the elephant and wallet you gave me too :) especially the cute elephant!
ALSO, THANKS TO THOSE FRIENDS WHO CAME DOWN TO TOWN TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME TODAY! (SWEETIE, TK, CALEB, WEI KANG, KENNY AND VINCENT) thanks very much :) i hoped the evening was great for you guys too! and i wish to thank my janice jie! who gave me a very sweet birthday gift this year as well! a gift card at guess which i spent today :X but i will keep the card as a memory! and a miss sixty shimmering body lotion and perfume as well! huggs you lotttts jie!
LASTLY, MANY THANKS TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO MATTER WHERE YOU WERE, OR WHAT TIME WAS IT!(TIONG WEE, FIONA, BUDDY TK, JANICE JIE, CALEB, JUAN RU, SHERLYN, CHEL, DING DING, SWEETIE, MY COUSIN KAKA, MERIA, YVONNE, SHANNON, CORINNE, XIAO WEI, WEN SHAN AND LASTLY KELVIN!) thanks for remebering my birthday! i am very sorry that i could not thank you guys personally cause my bill is going to be enormous this month! almost 900 for just two weeks plus :O so all your names are up here in sequence of time!
THANKS EVERYONE! :) many huggs to you guys out there ♥
10:31
Saturday, December 8, 2007
guggly gugg!! today we are going to the zoo! plus the weather looks uber good! i hope it will stay like this :) i am happy happy happy! lols. can't wait to see my bunch of girlies! plus one butch :X hahahahhahas. (just a joke lyon, please do not take it to heart okay MONKEYYY!!!) hehe. we are going to see lots of your type todayy! aren't you happy?
in the evening would be dinner with the family at jack's place :) yipppeee. strawberry cheesecake? my cousin really went to search for this cake laa! silly him :x doesn't matter even if don't have that cake.. i just wanted lots of strawberries! hahahas.
alrights, i think it's time to get prepared.. wouldn't want you guys to wait for me for long! lols. toodles!
09:38
Monday, December 3, 2007
well, here to blog cause i am waiting for my baby to come back from work and fetch me home to dinner :) there's pretty much nothing to do as well.
this following stanza is in relation to A's recent post :)
yess, and i quite reminicise the days we once used to spend together, whether rain or shine.. we were so close, almost like real sisters.. but the bond we used to share is gone, for some reasons or so.. it's a pity but we still have memories of the past where it will always belong in that lil place in the heart and we both know it.. perhaps it was meant to turn out like this and that good things do not last forever. i might have seemed indifferent towards all this, but i am just letting it go down without a fight.. perhaps just too weak to try to salvage anything.. although you might not know this, but i am quite affected by B's appearance during our outings. it does make me feel suffocated and not able to express my feelings and thoughts.. as such we started to drift apart from then on.. it might be due to neglience on both our parts and thus it has led to the current situation, where we might want to still stop down and talk, but that it would seem too awkward and we both do not know where to start.. this is just my own interpretation of things as i see.. perhaps you might not view it in the same light as me. i do not blame you, we are all different. because B matters so much to you, i have never once mentioned this to you and it led to me being upset upon seeing him during our outings.. maybe it was my fault for not pointing it out sooner and cause this state of things now.. but it has all passed. what i wish to do now is to at least let you know how i feel :)
but, do not worry. i will always be here, just a call away should you ever need me :) and remember this, take everything with a pinch of salt. afterall, we are all too young! there's no need to be despaired despite problems cause the sky will always clear after a downpour! arguements may be good for the mind since it stimulates the brain and giving your heart a good pump as well, but it may not do much good to the heart if it carries on long term!
that is all i wish to say :) and i love the song on your blog! it's really meaningful and beautiful
baby is reaching soon and i am pretty hungry so i will end this post here, good bye peeps! DEMPSEY ROAD here i come tomorrow! lols.
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