Monday, April 30, 2007
what the hell luh. my entire post disappeared. so pissed off with the wireless connection. ARGHHH.
21:32
sians. i am sitting here doing nothing.. i wish i didn't had school today.. was having a nice time sleeping at darling's house.. then the alarm rang. had to wake up.. grr. darling went off to cmbb in the morning.. to do some check up. wonder how was it. haven't asked him about it yet..
i guess the guys are gona have lunch in school soon. too lazy to move off now.. think i will give it a miss. lunch in school dinner in school. eeek. the food is not anything to boast of anyway. kinda suck. and now the food junction is officially closed. when would they go next. thank god it closed anyway. i don't like it there. and i wonder why the others do actually.
school's till 8 again. really hate mondays. such long long hours. not fit for a human. i guess i am not.. as darling always says. i am different.. i am a pig xD. pigs can be tired too okay.
can't wait for school to end. when it hasn't even started yet. AFA tutorial first then oral communications. ughh. and lastly AFA lecture. it really puts me to sleep. i think i will just grab some doughnut bread to eat on my way to school. that's it luh.
goodbye
11:54
Sunday, April 29, 2007
i had been sleeping and sleeping for the past two days.. but i still feel tired. as if sleeping made me more and more exhausted.. slept for more nearly 14 hours each day.. turning into a BIG FAT PIG. x(
was at east coast till the wee hours after the celebration of sweetie's birthday.. was frigging tired. many people came for the bbq.. her classmates old classmates hao papa ah pek brother and many more.. it was raining before our bbq and our moods were greatly affected by the pouring rain.. it finally stopped raining and we got our stuffs at the ntuc.. after which we waddled through puddles of rainwater to get to our destination. the setting up of the pit was done by the guys. especially jing long who started the fire and wanted it taken down so he could show it to doreen. ahhas. and darling cooked the food!! hungry. he asked me to shut up luhh. fine. HUMMMPF. bad bad boy. shall not praise him. hehehe. after that many people came at their own time.. we had our fill and escaped off to the bowling alley hahahs. naughty naughty people.. was pretty fun seeing the others play.. especially jetaime. strikes out. bravo xD wei kang learned alot too i guess. hahs. was freezing cold at the alley. brr. finally went back after our fun.. almost everyone had left.. only the insiders were left at the pit.. seeing that some food were left, ah boon cooked for us. hahas. we ate and played through the night.. then xinyi was surprised with a cake tk got her.. sang her the birthday song and she cut the cake..
we all parted our ways at around 3. went to darling house to sleep. was our fourth month xDD. lots of love baby.
that was on satuday luhh. we slept till around 6 in the evening.. heeh. had dinner and went home to bathe change and pass sweetie her laptop. then went back to darling's house. slept and slept. and darling was late for work. ahahahs. i went home to do my homework and stuffs. now i am back at baby's house. i wana watch troy.! but his folks are watching tv so here i am. :D
baby is looking here. he said i am very busy. said i dont wana bother bout him. pouts. :x
okay here are some photos of the day.
me and xinyi wading in ankle deep rainwater. eeew right.
birthday girl walking in huge puddle of rainwater.
i stole this from tk's blog. ahahas. naughty jing long hanging onto the trolley for his life. or rather for his shoes :D
that's darling bbq-ing for us. potential chef ! xD
i guess that's all. not much pictures for that day.
23:50
Thursday, April 26, 2007
okay i am running late already and i just have one thing to say here
HAPPY SWEET 17 TO SWEETIE.lots of love.
BYES!
10:32
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
yawn yawn. at home now..
guess what?. i came home and found no dinner luh. sobs. i was like frigging hungry. then that sister of mine told me ' huh. you got eat meh. mama only cooked TWO person share. ' i was like wtf.. no food x(
never mind never mind. i ate some nacho chips instead.. wait for darling to end work then we go mac eat xDD. talking about this luh. the guys went to buy mac during the short 15 mins break in internet and web lesson.. asked me why i didn't want to go.. i said cause i going to eat mac with my bf later.. then wen jie was like i going kfc with my gf later.. dots luh he. imitate me..
time is passing fast today man. YIPee. got to go bathe soon. was transferring songs to my laptop just now.. so troublesome luh. i haven't apply for wireless yet. got to go settle it tomorrow i guess. my phone bill came. augh. didn't pay the bill last month so it snowballed to 60 plus plus dollars.. dots. i got to get a router too i guess..
wonder if i have any money left to buy clothes. sobs. i am in need of clothes luh. so poor thing. no clothes to wear le.. haven't been buying any clothes for some time.. too many things to get recently.. damn broke. ouuch.
watching spiderman 2 later. xD rent the vcd. weehe.
okay i got to go off.. someone wanna use the com. x(
bye bye
20:48
Monday, April 23, 2007
*blink blink* a darling house now.. was lugging my laptop to his house. phew. sweats. baby was sleeping when i came luhh. still sleeping now.. my lil piggie.. 3 hours luh. still sleeping.. i was studying halfway.. then 0713 mates came online.. chatted with a few of them.. got to know some interesting stuffs.. aahhas. ughh. so many things to study sia. i was never good with the internet.. i hope and i seriously hope that i would pass tomorrow's ica.
i feel hungry. but darling is still sleeping. gosh. i spent the last 30 bucks in my wallet for contacts and solution. no money to eat now.. sobs. hungry.
23:09
just woke up from my short short nap. had breakfast before this with darling afterwhich he went off to school with caleb.. yawns. it's school later on. ughh. all the way till 8 at night luh.
and not to forget i got to go school earlier because i didn't buy any of my workbooks and i happen to need the accounting workbook cause i have tutorials to do.. pray pray. pray that there would be still stocks for the book. jingzhi freaked me out by saying: i don't think have any more stocks le, but you can try. ahahas. poor me. i wonder if i have to get the art of public speaking for oral communications today.. i guess half of the class has that book. i want a second hand book. don't intend to waste much money on textbooks. thought over it. should be better to spend money on more clothes than to get new books which i will use only for half a term.. somemore i don't think the lecturers or tutors really use them as references.
then there's the presentation on friendship for oral communications. how am i supposed to present on that for five minutes? i didn't think that i would last for two. duhh.
ohhh oh. and there's like a test on web and technology tomorrow. ahhHH. ic1 in the second week of school. man. i am so going to drop dead.. i don't think i will be able to meet darling tonight.. sighhs. just got to come home bathe and go online to study.. goshh luh. i don't even understand the whole thing. better pray harder.
okay i guess i have to go get ready for school. but somehow i don't feel really well. had a super duper bad headache yesterday night.. felt like banging my head against the wall.. darling said cause i used my eyes too much. i guessed so.. four hours of computer, followed by doing tutorials, watching tv and reading magazines. i must be mad. ahhas. maddie. dots.
shall go prepare now. bye bye :(
11:03
Sunday, April 22, 2007
realised i haven't been blogging for some days again.. ahahas. been at darling's house playing with my new laptop.. think i had neglected him for awhile yesterday night while playing online. so sorry my baby :(
finally the weekends arrives and now it is almost gone again.. sobs. tomorrow's another day at school again. ughh. lectures and tutorials. how boring can school get.. somehow i don't think that i am used to life in poly.. feels a little weird.. it's so un-secondary school. but well, i guess i have to get used to stuffs and settle down in school soon.
there was some cca orienation the other day on thursday.. went to browse around with my class.. almost all of them signed up for something. kickboxing, foreign bodies, bowling?. i was the only one who stood there looking at the ccas in distaste. like ughh. i smelt something rancid. seriously i am not one made for cca.. i remembered even in secondary school i didn't like attending ccas. just not my kind of thing i guess.
sandy and chel were promoting the kinds of ccas for me to join. ahhaahs. thanks girls for your efforts, but i am not into ccas. ahahahs. seem to find that time is not keeping with me. especially since my school hours mostly ends late.. latest at 8 and earliest also at 3.. adding on tutorials, projects and my precious. i don't think there is much time left for ccas. besides they tend to take up too much time. but well, i still admire the others signing up for one or two ccas even though our class schedules are exactly the same. kudos to you guys.
we collected our admin cards on friday.. i look like ughh. ahhaahs. sandy said i looked sporty in short hair. she saw my ic luh. but i am not sporty at all. not counting the fact that i like swimming luh. cause i haven't been to the pool for a long long time. i miss swimming.
so after school on friday darling came to meet me and we went town.. been long since we went town also.. ahhas. took train down to ps first to repair his brother's phone. apparently it fell into a pail of water or something. costs 150 bucks to fix it.. so we were like duhh. might as well get a new phone.. so we went off to walk.. looked around and then we went on the centrepoint. shopped for bra at robinsons. ahhahahahs. then went to find ernie saw ah yee and chee fun. bought movie tickets for wild hogs at cine. i wana watch meet the robinsons but there always seems to be very few showtimes.. grr. by that time i was frigging hungry already.. so we settled dinner at pastamania. yummm. after which we took a walk around and ended up meeting his cousin shannon and gf. ahhahs. sat outside paragon , talked for awhile and went back to cine to catch our show. found out that xinyi and caleb were in town too.. tk told caleb luh and caleb called darling. dots.
the movie was damn frigging funny i tell you. WATCH WILD HOGS!! laugh till you roll down the aisle. ahhahas. the theatre kept roaring with laughter throughout the entire show.. really worth watching. my only complain was that people kept streaming in even minutes into the show.. apparently the movie started on time. after the hilarious show we went back home and slacked around. actually intended to go prata house and eat.. but aiiya. jinglong and company were at ps. hahas. so yuppps. ate cup noodles instead. hehe.
yesterday darling had work so i slacked at home, used com and wait for him to end work.. went to find him after his work.. felt like eating prata again. but his brother went to sleep so had to give the idea up too. went esso to buy ice cream to munch.
was playing minesweeper game with agnes just now. damn lame luh we two.. ahahs. too bored out on a sunday afternoon. going nuts. jing zhi said must do all the tutorials.. ahhhh. am going nuts. shall go attend to it later.. xD
haven't been blogging chunks recently huhhs. hahs.
adios.
16:13
Thursday, April 19, 2007
hellos. i am currently in school now.. ughh so bored. blogging with tk now.. ahahs. frigging bored out alright!!
got my laptop just now.. AHHH. it's like so freaking goddamn heavy.. lucky tk helped me get it home during the two hour plus plus break just now.. so i will be lugging it around school the whole day
can go le!! yeah.
bye bye school
16:26
it has been DAYS since i updated my blog huhhs. well well, been too caught up with school and meeting darling after that.. didn't really had much time to come here and blog.. i guess sweetie didnt had time to blog as well.. been status quo since 14 april. ahahs.
well, i still haven got my laptop. am going to get one in school today i guess.. finally. that's good i supposed.. since we have like so many upcoming projects which are going to drive me damn crazy.. interviews and such!
still got to get books.. i hope darling's friend can clear his books already.. so i can get them for lessons.
poor darling is still down with fever.. it's the third day already.. the medicine doesn't seem to be doing him any good.. hope he gets well soon x( not used to seeing my baby sick. he went to school today though. too bored at home.. well, i guess some fresh air might do him good.. recover soon darling xDD
there's some jam and hop in school today if i am not wrong.. like clubbing but it's in school.. unique huhhs. but unique or not.. i ma not going of course.. aahahs. i am not up for clubbing whether it is in a real club or whether it is in school. in a club it seems lame cause there is no space to move, what for you dance. the chances of you getting grind by others are like 99.99 %. okay, so maybe i am exegerrating la. ahahs. just not my idea of fun..
and lastly before i go off to bathe and get ready for school.. i want to say this
I want to go shopping man!!!!!
09:29
Monday, April 16, 2007
hellos there. first day of school.. ughh.
school not. dar and brother told me that first day of school most probably do nothing much.. just introductions and stuffs like that.. indeed i hope so. cause i have lessons till 8PM. goshh. that's like so frigging late.. i am pretty lucky my school is freaking near to school or i will frigging kill myself. i simply hate staying in school till dusk. staying in school gives me the ugh ugh feeling.. but i guess it would be better than secondary school since i get to dorn my own clothes and get more freesay compared to before.. what's more going back to school gets me my allowance again.. that's the only thing i like bout school i guess. no school = no money. 5 frigging months of nada allowance.
i think i am gonna be late. meeting tk at 1230 at yck mrt station.. plus i got to have lunch at home.. it's 11 now. got to bathe.
finally done with everything.. going to go off to school in like 10 mins time.. *pouts*
okay okay it looks like it's going to rain.. i had better go off now in case i get drenched.
adios folks.
10:48
Sunday, April 15, 2007
sighhs. tomorrow will be the first official day of school. and i dont wana go school.. if it makes you so upset i would rather not. i know you are just afraid.. i am too. but we will work hard to keep it going right? remember?
you may be just some one on earth, but you mean the world to me.
16:00
Friday, April 13, 2007
ALRIghty! back with the photos. but they are rather limited due to the fact that most of the photos are not with me.. got to wait till sher loads them up and send them to us. gonna take some time though i guess. since kar wei's gona photocopy the email addresses of our entire class and only pass it to us on monday. x(
we are going to be treated to dinner on monday! hooray. kar wei and ice promised us dinner since we got them the class tees. others ogls wear the green gl tee but only they wear the AA tee. hahs.
some photos for the day.
taken in the toilet before changing out to our white tees. * from the left : sher, ding li, me and corrine *
taken with tk after his forfeit. with a AAA on his forehead and a red lippie mark on his cheek. who kissed you?! ahhas. still got to thank you for helping me. xDD. if not i will turn out to be the AAA girl instead. sobs. nonononono. eyeliner is meant to be used on the eyes not for drawing!! tsk tsk
one whole day without my precious baby again. he got school plus work. sayang sayang. going to funan the it mall with sweetie to look at the laptops. :D
for now, i wana go watch poseidon. so bye guys. xDD.
11:08
Thursday, April 12, 2007
finally im like done with orientation. that's like ughhhh. yes yes yes. no more cheers and whatsoever.. so frigging frigging tired. but well, generally had quite aotof fun with my new class. they were all pretty fun and outgoing people.. and most importantly, we are UNITED as a class. woots. united we stand, divided we fall. cheers for you guys.
in fact our entire class got a same white shirt at the school's giordano shop. was damn freaking cool la. everyone's eyes were practically on us as we walked by their class. can you say woo-hoo!
centre of attention man. some ogls praised us for our unity. some were like ugh. lame shit. but we practically rock. hahahs. i know some of you out there would just say yaya. who wouldn't say that of their own class. but well i personally think we did very well. HIP HIP HOORAY!
and thanks tk. for helping me take that forfeit. ahahs. sorry for having your face drawn with AAA. kudos.
we played lots of water games today. got damn wet and sticky. and i would say pretty burned too. ouch. haahs. :D
okay i guess i won't say too much since i am not used to using the laptop ahhas. okay i shall load up the photos tomorrow alright xDD. be patient and wait.
tatas. good night folks
23:17
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
HI ALL
im going to school for orientation. ha. wish me luck man. dots.
darling i miss you xDD.
bye all.
07:38
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
i toot la. thought i got into the same class as sweetie. got excited. but still i got into same class as tk. YAY! got my shou xia there no one will dare to touch me.. hahas. i was telling him he so heng la. same class as his lao da ahhahahs. but sighhhs. so sad that sweetie isn't in the same class. sobs sobs.
22:19
AUGHHHHHH! i am dying of suspension. everyone knows their class by now and i am the only one left.. tk and sweetie went different class. so did amanda and yue ming.. and gosh. there are like 15 classes i think. that's like a probability of 1 out of 15. * faints *
and worst of all, MY MOM'S MORE INTERESTED IN HER TV SHOW THAN MY CLASS. so wonderful. PANIC PANIC.
darling i don't wana go school. all different class. sobs.
i hope my letter doesn't find its way into the wrong letter box. for heaven's sake.. please drop it into my letter box. imagine me knocking on all my neighbour's doors asking for my letter. i bet i will get sent to the hospital by them or worse still. get the police here. sobs.
hurry hurry. 8 more minutes till the end of show. i think worse come to worst tomorrow report to school and say i didn't receive the letter from them. how glamorous for a first day.
21:46
dread it as time passes. pulling me nearer and nearer to the day of orientation. somehow somewhat i dread the idea of going back to school as well.
told darling umpteen times that i don't wanna go back to school and he said i was crazy.. i mean maybe la. but when i go back to school i will see him lesser, won't be spending so much time with him as i am now.. and i don't quite like the thought of it. god knows what time will i end school and when i end school will he be having work then. i think i will be free on saturdays and sundays but then he might be working.. then when he doesn't have work on those two days i might end up having projects to do. auughhh. i don't know la. forget it. think i am going to be insane.
anyway yesterday was quite a fun day. met up with sweetie to go bugis.. went to snookers to find darling.. sat there watch them play for awhile. then we went to kfc for lunch.. naughty dar dar. never wait for me to have lunch.. i was starving and complaining before i had lunch and when we went there ordered food le i wasn't very hungry.. hahas. after that we went to sim lim square to get sweetie's earpiece while waiting for tk to be done.. took a straight bus to yishun and met up with tk.. couldn't do our ez-link cards.. dots. waste my time.
it was still early then so we went to northpoint to walk around. really is walk around.. cause there's nothing there.. saw shawn and alvin there. mad fools. then we went ang mo kio to have STEAMBOAT! yayy yay. my tom yam steamboat. ate and ate till i was full and my throat frigging pain. hahs. now my throat is sore. sobs. but i still like my tom yam.. :D
sweetie, caleb and tk went to the arcade after dinner while darling waited for lyn with me.. we took a quick walk around amk hub before meeting her.. i purchased a dress online and the person's gonna meet me to pass me my clothes.. end up lyn was darling's friend and i got a discount xDD whee.
went back to dar house after that. and we slept for 14 hours. POWER. then had brunch and went back to watch a lil bit of tv and slept some more.. ahahs. and then darling went to work and i came back home.
miss him. x(
16:10
Monday, April 9, 2007
aughhh. stoning here early in the morning. oops. had wanted to send a message to sweetie but i sent it to the wrong person :(
i think she is still sleeping cause there seems to be no reply from her..
had a long day yesterday at work.. my legs are goddamn freaking pain. especially my toes. all squished up.. sobs. my two lil toes on both sides of my feet are wrapped up in plasters.. looks damn cute. stood there for 11.5 hours. ughhhh. minus two hours of break and that's like 9.5.. still it's enough to make me die. haven't been working for a long time and it's like i am not used to it now.. most people were quite surprised to see me back there standing.. some came up to ask me bout it and we chatted.. and i only sold one piece of shirt yesterday.. and that was in the morning.. god knows what happened in the afternoon.. hoho.
darling woke up early yesterday just to accompany me for breakfast before my work yesterday! so sweet xD cause i was saying that i wanted to eat mac the day before. gave up his sleep for my mac. huge sacrifice for my piggie. heeheh.
bought a red tote yesterday.. ahhas. not again right. *smiles sheepishly*
YAYYYY! dar dar say at night maybe can go eat steamboat.. see if caleb and sweetie want not.. yummmm. hot hot spicy tom yam. though i think if we all go they won't want to eat tom yam.. ahahs. shall go bathe.
tatas.
09:55
Saturday, April 7, 2007
rain rain go away,
come again another day.
it's been pouring and pouring ever since i left darling's place.. the whole sky looks gloomy :( and the howling winds makes my teeth chatter.
alright. last night went to meet shu shu.. his lion mane has grown longer and looks totally horrendous. ahhas. roaarrr. was with another friend from belgian, morris. took the letter from him and sat down for a short while, the whole time listening on to their conversation.. shu shu's learning french currently. woahh. bid goodbye soon after. took a bus down to amk to find darling..
bought frozen strawberries to eat :D yummmylicious. took 136 to serangoon. reached the pub in a short while.. smoke filled the entire place.. saw some one i didn't want to see.. left me rather moody.. my head was spinning as well. can't stand the heavy smoke in the air around.. darling could sense my dipping mood as well.. so we went off after the cutting of ben's cake..
the rest of the story i would rather not talk as well.
but here's to a speedy recovery for aaron and ben. get well soon.
17:10
Friday, April 6, 2007
going out soon le. now only 20:03 was intending to go down to amk so early since darling only wanted me to be there at 10.. but i got a call from marvin shu shu just now.. asking to meet me to pass me thing. dots.
feeling damn warm and sweaty now. bathed in vain. grrr.
i guess i got to go do my things first in case marvin call..
back. still early. got to go top up my card later.. no money money.
oh. got to go now. bye
20:02
current status: blogging again. aughhh. super bored. * makes a stupid face *
had been sitting here for a few hours already and i am practically doing nothing much at the moment..waiting for time to pass so that i can go bathe and prepare to meet darling..
haven seen him for the entire day.. since early this morning at 2 plus. that's like 16 hours, 960 minutes, 57600 secs, 3456000 milli-seconds. get the idea how frigging bored i am huhhs.
will be going to celebrate ben's birthday later. at serangoon again.. hahas. bored bored. poor birthday boy though. got to go there again tonight when we had just been there yesterday..
sweetie's working at paragon today.. working tomorrow too. i think i will only be working on sunday since li fang didn't tell me anything about tomorrow.. got to lend shoes from sweetie since my working ones are spoilt. think i should go get one more pair soon since i might be working on some days here and there.
going to make new ez-link card on monday with her.. will be changing to adult fare soon.. ouch ouch. transport fares are gonna cost alot thereafter. sobs. can't take anymore joy rides at my whims.
whee. one more hour i will be going to bathe. 2 hours plus plus more i will be outta my door and 3 hours later i can see my darling. ahahs. totally no idea what to wear. hmmms. shorts and tee will make the day..
counting down 5 more days to orientation. dreading it. 10 more days and school will start. damn. can't help but be envious of sister JLo. he's not starting his school at laselle till august. envy envy. that's like 4 more months. which is so damn long. means more days of fun, slacking at home, going out and working.. unfair!
talk about ouch. i got a huge pimple on my forehead which is freaking pain. thank god it's hidden in my hair. hahas. but it feels swollen.. ouh. think i shall go and take a short nap for half an hour or so. then maybe time will move faster.
bye bye.
18:45
blah. there's something seriously seriously wrong with the time and dates here.. my comp's **** up. dates start jumping one day ahead or lacking one day behind.. making me no lesser than being pissed..
haven been updating for a few days since wednesday, 4 april. and not tuesday, 3 april as shown on the last post..
let's start from wednesday!
met up with sweetie to do our nails.. she turned up in a very cute outfit.. ahhas. ka-waii. did french manicure. yumm. looks delicious :D darling came to find us while we were doing our nails.. after that we went to pastamania and had our lunch.. the boys ordered hawaiian pizza to share and we all had a good laugh at darling's attempt to eat the pizza off the plate.. cute-ness!
went off to town after lunch. uploaded some photos we took at the station.
my one and only love
sweetie and caleb in the train.
went to cine first to check the movie timings. catching sunshine at 1920. supposed to be a good show i guess.. today's the sneak preview and it was practically full house.. it's about some scientific stuff and a crew of eight 'heroes' travelling towards the sun to bomb out the current sun cause they found a new sun to replace it since the current sun is dying out.. quite an adventure show. watch it if you happen to like this kind of movie or storyline. otherwise, watching the tv might be a better idea ahhas..
before the movies we went to wisma then fareast where i got my new school bag.. walked around just checking out new stuffs. didn't really take a closer look cause didn't intend to get new clothes on this outing.. went centrepoint to visit ernie and setey.. been a long long time since darling has seen them.. catched up a lil. saw doreen, was quite happy to see her again.. xD sweet lil thing. saw siti also. still pretty pretty. things were still quite dead at robinsons though. pray pray that it will stay like this.. since i will be back there to work on sunday! hahs. when we were leaving we saw frankie. eeew. still the same after so long. ahahahs. then we had ice cream at haagen das before catching our movie..
i was quite irritating during the movie.. hahas. walked in and out to the toilet twice, and stepping on the same guy's feet twice.. hahas. he must have been pretty pissed. ooops.
went off to darling's place after the movie. watched some tv programmes snacked a lil and we dropped dead. snoozes.
we only woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon. was pretty hungry.. darling fried potato wedges and harshbrowns for me to eat!! yummm. muahhs for him.. then we slacked around watching shows. darling went to buy ice cream to eat when we heard the ice cream man ringing his bell :D hmmmm. peppermint chip. darling disliked the smell of it.. so do most people.. everytime i eat that people tell me it tastes like toothpaste. ahahhas. so i like to eat toothpaste huhhs. weird weird me. darling then bathed cause we going down to some pub at serangoon at night with aaron and co.
then dar had drinks with kenny at the coffeeshop while waiting for me to get home and change.. headed down to k-pool after i was done.. sister jinglong was there.. hadn't seen him for some time already too. been too busy with doreen huhhs. chatted with him while darling played pool.. after that went down while groups were still deciding where to go.. DXO or pub. decide here and there.. took a long long time and poor me was starving ahhas. sat around while waiting for the others to settle their dinner at s-11. i wanted to eat at chomp chomp!! so i had to wait.. cabbed down to serangoon circus after they were done. most went down to the pub instead of dxo. justina actually wanted to eat at chomp chomp too but i guess she saw the crowd and decided to eat at mac instead.. me and darling waited for seats for some time before we got a place.. had a quick dinner of stingray and popiah tarts and went to GAp.
darling eating at chomp chomp xD
brr. was cold up there.. sat around watching people playing pool. we played with cards.. drank some beer. though i hate the taste of tiger.. blah. sat there for a good 3 hours and then cabbed home.
got stopped at bishan cause of police check. damn unlucky.. the meter kept jumping.. dots. don't know check for what. do we look like baddies? most cabs got stopped. heard that there was a fight just now. no wonder.
reached home after a while. my hair and clothes reeked of smoke. yuck. had no choice but to wash my hair again.. waited for it to dry before i slept.
wow. long summary of my two days huhhs. duh. off to toilet bye bye
15:00
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
hmmm. bright and early now.. time check: 11:22
sweetie's on her way down now.. guess i have time to type a few words here before i go off to bugis.. the weather's warm. sweating sweating.. sobs. just bathed not long ago.. later darling say i stink again.. :( hahas.
will be going town today! yeahhh. had been anticipating for this day for some time.. hahas. haven been there since like don't know when le.. been at home watching loads of vcds..
let's think ah. what colour shall i put on my nails later? hmmm. red blue pink purple black white green orange yellow? dots. so many colours.. but i feel like having red red nails. or maybe gold if there is such a colour ahhas. then after doing our nails will be off to shop for some hair clips. and then LUNCh. my favourite part ahhas. im hungry. where's food? xD
can't shop for any tops today i guess. firstly, financial issues. secondly, financial issues. thirdly,financial issues. you get the idea huhhs. hahs
got to go. sweetie's here.
bye bye
11:22
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
just came back from darling's house.
having my dinner now, prawn crackers and soya bean milk.. how pathetic can i get huhhs. sobs sobs. but the lil dear is just too lazy to pack some food home.. just make do with it first.. wait for darling come back from work then go eat eat :D
was supposed to watch the second part of 'the last samurai' today before returning the vcd.. but the lil piggies ended up sleeping.. hahas. guessed we were too tired.. watched the vcd till quite late last night.. remembered miss tham played this show for us to watch in class around one year back.. but i was too sleepy and fell asleep instead.. and since darling's interested to watch it again, claims that it's the best movie ever, we rented the disc back. it isn't too bad except that there wasn't any subtittles to begin with.. i just i am more of a visual person.. i tend to read the subtitles when watching any shows or movies rather than listening to the people speaking.. guess my ears ain't sharp enough.. hah.
tomorrrow's another wednesday again. will finally get to go out! hmmmm. it's been some time since the four of us hang out together anymore huhhs. guess we are all too cooped up with our own lifes.. and when we want to go somewhere far you guys are too tired to go far and when you guys wana go further we are too tired to go.. it's alright i guess. since the other thing allof us can do together is only catching a movie.. other than that i can't think of anything all of us can do toegther as a group. don't think we will have much more chances since school's starting soon.. with all of us having school and ending at different timings and plus work i guess we won't be going anywhere soon as a group.
gosh. i am like so wide awake now.. though i had only 6 hours plus of sleep yesterday night, i came home this morning and slept for two hours plus till darling came back from school, bathed and went his house to continue sleeping.. haahs. waking up only at 5 plus. which rounds up to about 12 hours of sleep.. no worries. after the second part of the show tonight guess we will end up being sleepy again.
reply: no worries it won't affect our friendship.. but somehow i am just sick and tired of people critising me no matter what i do. i don't wana give a damn anymore.. yah. it's my life i choose what i do. it does not have to be people come up to me telling me that my long hair looks like a particular teacher blah blah blah and i got to chop my tresses off.. it's just their damn sickening opinion of me.. anyone can tell everyone behind my back how awful i am going around saying hurting remarks but only a friend will come up to me and tell me right up. thank you friend. i will try to mind my words.
but somehow i feel intrigued. i asked 'who' because i don't think i have been talking much to other people lately.. not even online.. so 'who' exactly is the 'alot' of people who thinks that my attitude is getting worse? i am really curious to know.
i did ask darling this question too. do my words really hurt people at times i really wanted to know.i asked if i had hurt him with my words before.. his answer was not really. not really means 'yes, got but either he didn't take it to heart or he knew that it was just the typical me. so LISTEN UP PEOPLE: i don't shoot people down with my words literally unless i don't happen to like you.. AND if i don't like any of the 'alot' of people i won't even want to talk to you either. so get all this infomation right up inside all your heads alright.
goodbye.
19:05
Monday, April 2, 2007
just a gentle whisper, told me that you'd gone
leaving only memories,where did we go wrong?
i couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
i'm still in love with you
tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
tell me that you need me, and i'll be there
i'll be there waiting you
i will always love you
i will always stay true
there's no one who loves you like i do
come to me now
i will never leave you
i will stay here with youthrough the good and bad i will stand true
i'm in love with you
now we're here together, yesterday has past
life is just beginning, close to you at last
and i promise to you, i will always be there
igive my all to you
living life without you is more than i can bear
hold me close forever
i'll be there
i'll be there for you
i will always love you
iwill always stay true
there's no one who loves you like i do
this i promise...
i will never leave you
i will stay here with you
through the good and bad i will stand true
hold me closer...
our love is forever
holding us together
nothing in this world can stop us now
love has found
love has found a way
i'm in love (i so in love)
i'm in love yes (i'm in love)
i so in love with you
18:41
*bawls* im like ultra super duper bored. B-O-R-E-D. bored!
been viewing online blogs sellings clothes and stuffs for the past few hours.. and now my vision is going blur.. i see clothes swirling around and bam, i get knock out. ahhas. okay okay i am still mighty kicking and ALIVE. so stop gloating. hehe.
clothes aglore but nah nah. NICE TO SEE NOT GOOD FOR WALLET! boooooo *thumbs down*
darling just ended school, playing billiard now and in an hour's time he has got to go for work.. man. i sure do miss him.. mom's gonna go to the supermart.. actually asked me to go along.. but i was like ' DUHH. ask me go supermart for? ahhas.' and so i am stuck at home till like eternity.. so save me!
i can't wait to go out on wednesday!! goody goody. going to get my nails done with sweetie too. can't wait can't wait.. can't wait to put on my best dress get out of the house and parade in town. HA. sounds dumb dumb. pardon me oh but i am just trying my very best to waste time here cause i simply can't think of anything better to do and the weather's simply too hot.. no good no good. i am so craving for mac's coke, in hope that it will refresh me.. but it's a lil dumb to go all the way to mac just for a coke huhhs.. so i decided to abolish the idea and just stay at home and continue staring at the nice nice view i see now.
and i was too bored just now.. so i dug out some so my mom's clothes and revamp them with a few accessories and 'ta-da' a brand new piece of dress.
the orange dress was a tad too long for my liking so i made it short bt adding a whie waisted belt to alter the length of the dress.. looks a lil retro though. the midnight blue dress turned out looking like purple instead. ahahs. had some fun with these oldies. wonder how long my mom kept them.. shall have more fun with her clothes some of these days.. too bad she cleared out most of her clothes due to my suggestion hahas.
16:33
what's WRONG WITH THE DATE?! it's like one day behind time!
11:06
yawns. good morning folks :D hah. sound like song song doesn't it? kind of miss the teachers.. been some time since i last saw them. oh, and that reminds me.. i haven't been back to school to collect the real O level certificate.. wonder if i can get it already..
troublesome ain't it? give us a draft copy or something and have us back in another month's time to collect the legitimate one. reminding us to get back to school to visit our teachers huhs?
april comes, april fool's over yesterday, school's going to open soon. orientation's in 9 days time. talk about OUCh.! don't really seem to welcome the idea of school.. as you might know.. from time till now i never did like school.. hahas. has always been quite a curse huh. isn't home schooling much more effective than going to school itself.. firstly you do not have to deal with disciplinary problems which can be quite a hassle. secondly students do not have to handle interpersonal problems which can quite affect studies. i don't see the point of going to school at all.. i mean if the students did meant to study they would do it at home anyway.. no point forcing them to attend lessons if it is against their wishes. wonder what they will do during orientation. hmmm. 8 till 7. 11 hours? more than enough to brainwash a human. hahs. and also i don't suppose that all of us would get into the same class already even though we are in the same course.. since the intake for our course is like 200 max. i think we will most probably be spilt up into four classes, 50 per class. which seems easier to handle. that is our own speculation only of course.
anyway, it's gonna be a long and boring day today.. darling's got school till 4pm and then work till 1030pm. not going to see him much today huhhs. only got to eat brekkie with him and then he was off to school.. gonna have new classmates today. ahh. just remembered. i left my copy of HOT at his house. alamak. what is the poor girl going to do for entertainment? there's nothing much to do.. just can't seem to find the episode of the show i wanna watch on you-tube. maybe i should just get to ebay and take some look around. although it's all look and no touch. been overspending on clothes clothes and more clothes. when i still need to get a new bag for school.. my handy now ain't gonna carry my school stuffs i guess. but i just can't restrain myself from buying more new stuffs.. what more with excuses like ' i am going to start school soon, i haven't got enough tops and bottoms for school' or ' i need more jackets, the lecture rooms are gonna be frigging cold' and the excuses can carry on for many more lists. hahas
abstain. restrain!!!!!
i think i should bathe first of all before doing anything.
in that case,
adios xD
10:40
Sunday, April 1, 2007
well, this is yet another blog.. i hope it doesn't get discovered by those ruffians or one click and all this would just be empty air again.
i just can't seem to hold back that sense of frustration.. do i not understand or do you people not understand? perhaps i do not understand the thought that you are trying to get across to me.. i tend to talk without thinking and though i mean no malice i end up hurting people.. well, this is what i am. reckless and i say it out before i think about what i am going to say.. is it a fault for being too direct and forthright? somehow, someway, i always end up being a fault, a blemish in other's eyes.. i am never PERFECT am i? well, i don't blame myself.. afterall, no one is perfect.. you just can't seem to satisfy everyone can you? you please some and also displease some. it's so difficult to be a saint huh.
when i shut my mouth and restrain from talking much to people, i am seen as being 'dao' , being arrogant. when i let it all loose and talk people thinks i talk too much.. why is it always PEOPLE THINK THIS PEOPLE THINK THAT. it's more than enough.. throughout the years i am being criticised for this and that.. shouldn't there be an end to this.. why is it always me? why am i always being pin-pointed.. simon says samantha you must do this cause people don't like you to do that i must do it? simon says samantha you must not do that cause people don't like it either. now i say simon F*** OFF F*** OFF do you hear me!
true, i do know that at times i speak too harshly and may end up hurting someone's feelings though i never meant to.. and sarcarsm coming from me which i think is harmless hurts someone.. i am sorry for hurting whoever that might be.. i did not do it on purpose alright. but if you want to think that i said it just to hurt you, then think what you want.. i don't give a darn about it. really, think what you people like, cause i don't give a hoot.. last of all, i thank the person who pointed out my fault to me, at least you are a friend enough to tell me rather to keep me in the dark. thank you. but you just know that this is me.. old habits die hard huhhs.
am i really that AWFUL in everyone's eyes? always to be a blemish and nothing else?
define good-ness to me then.
13:21
